“Love Me Please”

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That seems to have been my mantra for the past month…ok…fine..… past YEARS. I know. Sad isn’t it?

Maybe I should blame the Disney fairy tales, or the corny Hollywood chick flicks that had my brain filled with all these unrealistic fantasies on how I will live happily ever after with my Mr.RIGHT. Because…

IT’S NOT HAPPENING!!!!!!

Alright, I know there are many other alternate thoughts that I can use to replaces these chains and chains of pessimism like some of my girlfriends. For example:

“It’s OK. Who needs a man anyways. I can take care of myself.”

“PUH-LEEZ! We’re living in the 21^st Century. A woman can live a happy life without relying on love.”

“Men are just going to DRAG YOU DOWN”

“Um… there are toys. Why need men?” – I love this one. LOL

But SERIOUSLY?! These are just thoughts that will lead us to a lonely, lonely, did I mention LONELY?, life.

Call my traditional but I can’t imagine living a life as a SINGLE woman for the rest of my life. Trying not to sound TOO desperate here. All I want is find the man I love, and who loves me too, and build a family together. Is it really THAT hard? And please don’t feed me the It-Will-Happen-When-You-Least-Expect-It bullshit because um, NO. that’s not how it works. Trust me.

[sigh]

But I guess… the only thing that can keep me sane will be:

It’ll happen when it’s time…

Bisous,
Lady Papillon
Real Love. Real Rants.